My Past, and Future

*coming out of the riceball shop, i run to the cemetery*
WHERE ARE YOU! SHOW YOUR FACE DAMNIT!
is that anyway to talk to your mother?
*polaris comes down in human form and stares at me*

mother or not...you have some explaining to do
i dont have to explain anything to my son
*i roll up my sleeve, revealing the mark*
YOU DO WHEN IT INVOLVES THIS!

*polaris laughs and holds out her hand at me*
do not disrespect me, kai...
mother...please...just explain what this is. because of this, i almost killed amuro and mirage
and this concerns me...why?
THEY'RE YOUR FUCKING CHILDREN!
calm that tone
*seiken appears and i take my reverse rebirth stance*
...make me...

*polaris smirks as she releases wave after wave of seinaru at me. i stand there, taking each blast as it does nothing to me. she creates her spear and dashes in, swinging fiercely. i block with my left arm, making a deep gash in it. midnight pours out of the gash, slowly wrapping around polaris. with that, i punch polaris square in the face. she gets sent skidding across the gound. she rolls and stands to her feet. i start walking towrds her, my wings popping out of my back. when i speak, its half normal and half demonic*
you have no idea what you've done...
i know exactly what i've done...that dark voice inside you kai...it's not yours. you must fight it
i like it mother. the power it grants me is phenomenal
*polaris's wings spread full length before releasing massive amounts of seinaru missiles at me. seiken floats to my finger tip and spins rapidly. it deflects the missiles into the air. i laugh as i get close enough to polaris to stab her in the shoulder, pinning her to a tree*
and YOU are the legendary Ishidate? HA! what shame on our clan name
do not claim the ishidate as you clan! you are not my son! you are nothing but a demon. YOU...ARE...NOT...KAI!
now you claim your child? a few seconds ago you didnt care
i only said that to get you released! kai never would've released you if he knew i'd get hurt trying to tame you
YOU CAN'T TAME THE WRATH OF HELL!

...kyokyu...shukei...tyorinzhao!
*as i say these words, my body collapses. i scream in pain as my soul splits. the two souls create beacons of light that shoot into the sky and spiral around. the lights fade and myself and another entity are kneeling on the ground. we both stand up*

DAMNIT! how do you know that?
heheh...mama didnt raise no fool
*i charge my chakra as i take a new state*

SHIIN! we'll settle this once and for all!
you...cant...beat me, boy!

*as the battle rages, shiin and i put craters in the ground all around the cemetery. i punch at him with full force, he blocks and twists my arm behind my back. he slams my head to the ground and laughs maniacally*
foolish boy. you seriously dont think you could win this go-nowhere war, do you?
you're nothing but trouble, shiin
me? trouble?
*shiin laughs and slams my head into the ground once again. he steps on my back and charges a midnight blast aimed for my head*
ive saved your life countless times. i wish to think you owe your life to the darkness within you!
i'll never cave!
YOU CANT CAVE TO SOMETHING THATS A PART OF YOU! YOU ONLY ACCEPT IT!
*he puts the blast closer to my head and i feel the intensity of it*
you can accept your fate or i could kill you now
fate? heh, i learned a long time ago that fate was a bunch of nonsnese
*seinaru and midnight blasts shiin away. it begins to spiral around each other and fuse, changing a sort of silverish color. i warp behind shiin and grab him by the neck*
back into your place
i won't stay there
...i know
*as shiin is absorbed, i collapse. polaris looks to me and smile*
its almost time for you to go that next step. that man, shinta urashura, will be impressed when you can master it
*she smiles and warps me back home*